Friday, January 8, 2010

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Recently I recieved a shout out from Arek on his "Sincere Apologies" post (which was good to read after some time of no posts)

The shoutout was felt but not necessary.

To cut a long story short, he posted my comment on Facebook (didn't see that coming, seriously)

He was interested in further re-iteration, so re-iterate I shall.

The Comment was:

"Don't forget, you're chasing freedom as we all are, don't be afraid to hurt other people, say what they won't and don't want to hear and remember, don't be afraid to be a Monster and destroy, sometimes it can be the best thing you'll ever do for yourself."

Here is analysing it.

"don't be afraid to hurt other people"

I have a saying in life, its "Live life without regret"

In reality this line is me, I won't do or say something and regret it later, that may make the line more clear, if not:

You're going to live once, you're going to live it, you're going to love, you're going to be loved, be hated and hate others in this thing we call 'life', don't live life with regrets or sorrow, make your decision and don't you fucking dare look back and regret it!

If you're hurting other people don't be afraid to do it, just do it there and then, crush them there and then without mercy if necessary, in reality hiding this will only hurt yourself and not allow you to live life without regret, the more you hide it the more its going to hurt them when you destroy them, lets not forget you.

"say what they won't and don't want to hear"

In the back of your mind you know what people around you want to hear and what they don't.

Have you ever informed someone of reality, how life is and then smacked them in the face with the fact that you want nothing to do with them?

Lets not forget further re-iterating to them WHY.

Now, have you ever told them that to their face?

You see it in their eyes, in their tears, in their soft cries.

Depending on the person, holding back that smile and laughter is the hardest thing to do at this point, what you have done was right, but so wrong to them, but you just did it and could dance ontop of a street light.

You've destroyed them, you've told them what they don't want to hear and you loved it.

Have you ever been told the worst news of your life to date?

You were destroyed, right?

You may not have shed tears, no doubt you did but your once strong wall is gone forever, you're left with a hard hat, some cement and the bricks.

My Mother didn't want to tell me this nor did I want to hear it at the time, she knew what she had to do regardless and wasn't afraid to do so.

and "remember, don't be afraid to be a Monster and destroy, sometimes it can be the best thing you'll ever do for yourself"

It speaks for itself really.

Don't be afraid to be that person you hate, the heartless monster, the destroyer of a person who leaves them to rebuild themselves (not for someone else to rebuild)

I'll refer to this/them as a fuck;

Sometimes being this fuck is the best thing you're going to do for yourself, becoming and being this fuck will hurt you equally but when you look back at it, you'll smile, you'll laugh, you'll hug them then want to destroy them.

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