The Negatives of being so cash.

I'm Lloyd Hugh (SoCash) Buckridge, I'm almost 21, I'm living in my paradise and I'm learning everyday.

So Cash - the origin for me was 2007 a time where I lurked /b/ in between spamming multiple forums, so 24/7.

Shit was not cash then and I chose to leave /b/, but then again thinking back to it, its a point of my life where I have no images of myself, nor pleasant memories but they seem dismal since Dad's passing and the rose being left behind.

Thinking to the time now, So Cash has another connection now, to a song called Drunk Again by Reel Big Fish.

What is so cash now?

Its me, I have millions of dollar bills, for being wrong, back in 2009 I'd say some profit was achieved.

Well, being right, but putting that feeling in my gut aside and pressing on to be wrong.

Why am I wrong? because I was right and I didn't let on to myself that I was right.

Note to self - Press on and know you'll be wrong, because being right is something I do externally, not in my own life.

Well...

Its been a while, hasn't it?

What will I go through?

None of the events from April till now.


Accept one.

Mark.

I have my unicorn, the car I've been hunting for, 3 years to be precise.

How does it feel?

Amazing yet depressing.

So this post will introduce another part of me, which I will start writing on shortly.

I think I will call it: You're not shit.


Why?

Because you're not shit unless they talk about you.

Lets face it, a car isn't legendary unless its talked about at meets, on forums and overseas.

I don't aim to get Mark there, but fuck I'll try.